Update, rant and vent

So its time to update the blog. I should really be on here more but then i guess it will become a duty to me or people who view it (do anyone??)
So other than work stuff and a new tosser there, better manager and feeling better about myself nothing much has happened.
Been to America, what a trip it could have been if i had been left alone for a while, without doing the "family" thing, i do love them alot but i need my space and holiday too which is why i am planning a few holidays so i can do just that. get away, have me time and spend some me time with some other family i never see and love just as much.
OK I'm off again, prob see ya in 6 months or so?
Who knows?

Life goes on.........??

Hey,

Been a while. I don't know how to explain how i am feeling today as its gone from frustration to a bit sick to feeling happy where i am. It has just changed to amazement as a friend i have known since i was 7 is pregnant. Her mum died at Christmas and i know she has come out stronger even though she will feel she has lost both legs and maybes an arm. Losing my mum is something that scares the hell out of me. Not just my loss but the loss for my dad and two sisters. then there is extended family, friends and the list goes on. so i have no idea how she is or how she does it but i think i would know if it happened to me or even just thinking of that.
I have a week full of bus journeys ahead of me so blog may be busy!
Toodles
Loz
x

That's My hedge!!

Fans of twitter or listen to chris moyles should know all about this should know about this!!

Snow, stuck in house and sauage 'n' Egg sarnies

Just had a sausage and egg sandwich from new local shop, very yummy. Sick of snow though. Might go and build snowman to cheer up.
May be back here sooner than i think.....
Toodles

My cat Kipper

He is one of the best cats to snooze with and is always pleased to see you. All good!!

This week in Lauren's Life

Well another day at work and I think I can say it’s been one weird week. Snow Monday meant taking Tuesday and Wednesday off. Tuesday wasn’t a good day but it’s all a build up of things which have meant it has to boil over at some point. Wednesday was much better. I think it’s due to me getting out the house and having some “me time”.
So my week has gone from cold, frustrated to feeling valued by family I think about but didn’t realise that I should let them know this in some way as it helps in more ways than one.
I was told I sound like the strongest person they know. I don’t think of myself as strong but looking at what I have been though, what I deal with (home and work) I could be but I still don’t feel it. It’s like when my mum told me I am her hero. It’s too big to take in and I don’t feel it. Does anyone feel it when they are told? Other than maybe a few tears of happiness or joy but do people really feel any different?

This song says more about moments in my life than you think

Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live for you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem ...... why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect